A TRIP TO AUSCHWITZ-BIRKENAU

Editor’s Note: Walter Chayes is a photographer, financial consultant, a bicyclist and a humanitarian. He –and his brother– started in photography in their teens in New York City. Walter’s work is known for capturing important moments and for its strong graphic content. In this body of work, a work of the heart, Walter visits the epicenter of the Holocaust and, in essence, visits the scene of his Grandparents’ last days. This is difficult work to do. It was difficult work to edit. The message of the work is, “Never Forget/Never Again.”
Bruce Berman, Editor
DocumentaryShooters.com


Text and Photographs by Walter Chayes

Despite being an American-born Jew whose parents narrowly escaped the Holocaust, there was always a certain remoteness, an intangibility, when I read of the horrors of the concentration camps. How could a (lower) middle-class New Yorker, educated in the 20th Century identify with the thought of gassing 20,000 human beings, men, women and children in a single week…wiping out six million innocent people in the German’s attempt to eradicate Judaism? How could I feel the horrors that my grandparents felt as they were led into the gas chambers of Auschwitz?
As an early member, and past President of the El Paso Holocaust Museum, I jumped on the opportunity to join a Poland-Israel trip jointly organized by our Museum and the local synagogues in June of this year. In preparation for my trip I read many books on the history of the Holocaust, Eli Wiesel, Viktor Frankl and Primo Levy were among the most eloquent historians that told of their suffering. But I also read more objective historical books on the Holocaust…the history leading up to the horrific events, the ease with which dormant anti-semitism became a dominant force in German life. I also read psychological analyses of the victims…why didn’t they leave when they had the chance, why didn’t they fight back when faced with certain death, and so on.


But nothing…nothing could prepare me for actually walking through Auschwitz. Having read of the infamous platform where Jews were unloaded from the suffocating boxcars only to have their fate determined with the wave of a Nazi finger…”You to the right you to the left,” I found myself standing on that platform trying to imagine what it must have felt like. I saw the wooden slats and straw that served as bunks for the victims and I saw the latrines, all of which was designed to rob the victims of their last bit of dignity before death. I stood in one of the few remaining gas chambers that the Nazis didn’t have time to destroy. I saw the ovens that turned the bodies into ashes and smoke. Finally, in a room called the Book Of Names, there, in black and white, I saw the names of my grandparents and uncle who I never had the chance to know…who perished in Auschwitz. I tried not to think of what their last moments must have been like. Am I glad I went? Yes…I had to see it with my own eyes. But going there one time is enough for a lifetime. Perhaps everyone should see it.
In the poet’s Santayana’s words, “Those that don’t learn from history are doomed to repeat it”.

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